Graduation

The other day after I got my cap and gown, I went home to try it on. I thought that I might possibly just look in the mirror and begin to cry. But to my surprise I didn't. I seriously thought I looked ridiculous. I'm ready to graduate, but I'm not ready to leave everyone.

SPRING!

Isn't it supposed to be spring right now?! Why is the world is it so cold right now? Maybe it's just because it was sort of early in the morning, but it makes me so angry. I wake up in the morning, and it's cold. I leave school, and it's warm. I go outside while it's dark, it's cold again! I cannot stand it!

Moving on.

Seeing all of my friends at school, makes me want to stay at Apollo. I listen to all of these older people talking about all of the friends that they use to have in high school, but after they graduated they lost them all. You grow up more after high school, and you start making your own life... without your friends. I don't know about everyone else, but my friends ARE my life right now. Whenever I just want to get out of the house, I call them. They are my get away.

Graduation

I can't really decide if I'm ready for graduation or not. I'm excited to be going off to college, and basically living on my own. But then again, I don't want to leave all of my friends. I have a friend that is moving after the school year is over, and I'm really not ready for that. It's like the world is telling me to grow up, but I refuse!

The Future

1.Go to Rome
2.Become a Cardiologist
3.Go on a cruise
4.Join the Air Force or Navy
5.Have a HUGE house

Driving

The first time I drove, I was so nervous. I have high anxiety anyway, but driving sent it over the edge. I was so tense, and gripping the steering wheel with all my strength. My step dad told me to just relax, which is easy for him to say because he's being driving for YEARS. Now I can sit back and relax, unless I'm trying to get off the Frederica Street exit.

College Numero Dos!

I have recently discovered that the college I thought I would always want to go to, isn't that appealing anymore. I was so set on going to Murray, but now I've realized that I need to get away from old patterns. I was going to Murray for two reasons, and recently I've noticed that I need to make some changes in my life. Hopefully I make the right decisions.